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I did not realise since when I have become so depressed to the point that people who are close to me become affected. Seeing them suffer makes me wanna just give up everything and disappear.

I can't do this anymore.

I know I have got a huge issue and I need to walk out of it soon before my life is ruin. But I can't. I just can't. I can't face it.

I just can't.