My emotions are getting uncontrollable.
Mild depression? LOL!
Recently I find myself tearing up kind of suddenly and randomly. I felt like there was this sudden gush of sadness inside me that I had to cry it out. No matter how much I try to think of happy thoughts, this feeling just won’t go away. It felt literally like your heart and your mind is giving different instructions.
Life is confusing me so bad that I don’t know how to be myself anymore. I don’t even know what being myself means or feels like. I’ve just been over-thinking about many things and yet that is all that I have ever done – just thinking, no action. And I get upset with myself for being so useless.
There is nobody I can talk to without being judged or without fearing that I will get hurt.
