Friday, July 3, 2009

OVERBOARD

It was horrible.

Bad day.
Lousy Day.
I’m tired.

I was horribly frightened.
You frightened me real bad.

It felt like being back into Kindergarten days,
When I got lectured by my teacher
Because I lied about not bringing my spelling book,
But in actual fact,
I hid it on the chair beside me, tucked under the table.

I was stupid, just like tonight.

It felt exactly just like the first time in my life I was shouted at.
I probably deserved some lecturing,
But shouting in my face was...

This relationship is getting too hard.

I really cannot be shouted at.
And this fact won’t change.
I will never be able to learn to be strong.

I'm so loser.