M&Ms

Not a good day.

Everything that is happening to me is my own fault.

I invited all the bad luck to myself.

I kept quiet and stand alone when I should be responding.

I said and did many things when I shouldn't have.

I am everything wrong.

That's just it.

Nobody else to blame,

Cause I ain't got a brain.

Pulled through the night with crazy cramps.

Woke up at 7am with a 37.9 Degrees Celsius.

Work was crazy.

I was alone for 1 hour and I messed up really badly.

Too many orders, and too many procedures.

I can't do it. Because I was too stupid.

So were my arms and legs.

And again, I have only myself to blame.

No excuses.

Because why can others do it and I can't.

Burnt myself too many times I lost count.

I can only try to figure out with the the visible scars on my hands.

Like a old lady..

Came home with a 38.2.

Great. And I still need to chiong 2 projects.

Yes again, I brought it on myself.

Because I chose to play when I had the time.

Going to pull through the night with a couple of painkillers.
Then keep my mind focused on the projects.
Hopefully stomach upset and cramps stop bothering me together.

Now I'm seriously screwed up girl.

Go to hell!